Its not my Job.....Its you!

So as everyone else in the world I'm one of the many millions of people that hate their job. Its no actually my job that I have is what I hate. What I hate....that's such a strong word, what I dislike about my job is my co-worker. Yea I think that many other people feel the same way, my co-worker, hes a piece of work let me tell you. My job which I will not disclose, is a very delicate profession, One mistake could kill a person....or make them very ill .So this job requires complete Focus, not only that you have to be quick too. Oh! the elderly how I love them when they are Home! I'm not shitting on the elderly ....for better words I'm not saying I'm any better than anyone its just that sometimes its not safe to have someone that can't do very much working with you. Its very frustrating and dangerous I would equally say that both my concerns hold a very heavy argument. I'm just tired of doing everything and babysitting a 70 year old . Its actually very depressing how one elderly man could change my whole outlook on the entire Senior citizen community . I honestly think that a person that can no longer function the way that they used to 10-15 years ago should stay home, or get put in a loving home where they will be looked after. Its amazing that this man can come from one state to another God walks with him , its amazing how much knowledge he knows but there are bits and pieces that are becoming a bit blurry. It think that its sticking to me there are times when I find myself mumbling and stumbling , I do not know it may be that Im so overwhelmed that my mind it just shutting down. I guess I do it at home to because my significant other will look at me funny from time to time... well only when my words come out like Idonotknowmaybelikethis all stuck in one big word fragment..... I need to breathe, its getting stuffy in here. I feel Monday coming in less than 24 hours . I like many other people ...yes All Zillon of you HATE Mondays!!! My ordeal, my time to the community comes on Mondays. What have I've done to deserve this??? Thinking back a few years in my life there have been some mishaps, some regrets am I being Punished for it now?? I should have went to church when my mother asked me to give her company it wouldn't have been that bad... I'm Catholic so Mass is only like 1 hour . I know this because the few times I went I continually stared at my watch. Perhaps its all the bad behavior I had in High School Im truly sorry I killed the Principles fish . I think hes in Fishy heaven with all the other flushed down the toilet goldfish. At least I hope. Hopefully I'm alive on Monday and my brain doesn't ooze  out of my head so I can write another entry..it could be a great Monday too I think its not a Mythological creature it must exist ,,Till Monday Cheers 

New kind of blog I guess

So yea life has been wow ! So many good things and some bad , I try not to let the bad out weight the good. Its amazing how sometimes we take a day for granted . My life has always been full of changes i've not  fully understood many of them lifes full of changes and new discoveries that im not exactly happy about or prepared for.

I moved

I made a big move.. huge as a matter a fact . Im very happy that I relocated to New york City!! the lights the sounds its amazing . Though Im originally from here but I have been living in the country to its a shock almost again lol Now i can't be having culture shock this often ! im very happy to have done this Now all i need is a job and my own place. Meaning by myself mom No cats ! lol

Elf mineral face primer: A review

So i got this primer about 4 months ago and wanted to give it a try before i reviewed this product. Now i have to say the only other primer i have ever used was the rimmel fix and perfect. The look, feel and color of both of these are completely different. The Elf primers appearance reminds me of smashbox photoready primer.Its a transparent gel. On the elf website this product claims are as follow" Transform your face into a flawless and smooth canvas with the Mineral Infused Face Primer. Developed to combat against excess oil, flaky dryness, enlarged pores and fine lines. This clear multipurpose skin primer will prepare your skin so makeup goes on evenly for a long lasting satin finish."

Now what i found with this primer is texture feels oily after it dried it left my skin feeling smooth to the touch.I found applying liquid products easier with the primer on. I have also apply mineral foundation over this primer i quite like it makes my foundation whether its liquid or powder stay on longer . Its really good at that. Recently i have been breaking out bad ,,, like really bad but around the time i started this primer i also changed my moisturizer .. olay You suck. I don't think it was the primer but i will be switching back to my old moisturizer and blog back on my find But other than that this primer rocks i really like it . Now the packaging is another story...kinda . I like it but...the pump man its hard to control one full pump is way to much but i've mastered controlling the pump but in the beginning i wasted so much product, but for the price $6 usd wasn't so bad the inside is what matters ^_^

http://www.eyeslipsface.com/studio/face/primer/mineral_face_primer

Katy perry california girls look inspired by dulcecandy87

A Day At the beach: a collection review from sudsnsass

Hey guys .well do i have a treat for you. Elizabeth owner of sudsnsass.com had asked me on twitter if i wanted to try this new collection she was releasing. and of course I said yes . The collection was released 6/21/2010. This collection consist of 15 shadows 2 bronzers 2 blusher and 2 highlighters . This collection is named A Day At The Beach. Now I must say that these shadows are freaking amazing I have a couple of favorites .they are so pigmented and easy to blend but be weary with any loose powder eyeshadow is better applied in a patting manner or you will get fall out. So the eyeshadows are pigmented and easy to blend . The eyeshadows don't all have the same finish some are shimmery which i love some are matte some are satin .the looks that can be created with this collection are countless .

1.Tidal wave is a darkened teal this color is great for the crease ,outer v, and the lid (My fave)

2.Flip Flops is a dark yellow green color more green than yellow tho beautiful color for anywhere on the eye

3. Surfs up light blue color with some greenish hints to it pretty lid color

4. Poolside is an awesome lightblue bomb ass lid color yo

5.Seagrass is a yellowgreen looks great with brown eyes

6.Beach Babe its a brown with red/gold undertones good for a neutral eye with a kick

7.Sunburn is a pretty rusty brownish Orange red color i like it for a smokey eye

8.SummerTime is gold/yellow its amazing for a lid color cheek highlight & inner corner highlight

9.polkadot bikini an orange/coral color look good on the lid with a chocolatebrown in the crease

10. Boardwalk is a copper color looks amazing applied wet very shabam.

11.Piercing Parlor is a silvery gray looks metallic almost it shows up metallic if applied wet this color is perfect for a dark smokey eye (FAVE)

12. beach sand a beige eyeshadow great for inner corner, brow bone and lid its my skin color so i use it for blending out color

13.Sand castle a pearl white-ish color perfect for highlight anywhere on eye or face

14 Tattoo Shop a purple with a black base it has awesome blue glitters omg this is a must have (FAVE)

15.Banana taffy is a vibrant yellow my mom had borrowed it so it has its own shot its pretty i like it

My secret obsession is blusher and bronzers but I also have my favorite within this beautiful and colorful collection
Blushers

1 cotton candy its a beautiful color but doesn't suite my coloring its more for more porcelain skin tones i tried as a lipgloss color mixing it with clear and it look amazing

2.raspberry snow cone is beautiful i love it on my skin it would look nice on darker skin as well

Bronzers

1.suntan is the lighter of the two and i love it as blush it makes me look so sunkissed (FAVE)

2,bronzed goddess is perfect for contouring i proclaim it a fave as well

Highlighers

1Pink horizons is love looks great on all skin tones

2 golden rays is also love looks great on all skin tones especially dark.

further more I think that these shadows are great quality very well pigmented and elizabeth packages her stuff very well she has great costumer service I've purchased many of times from her she is very personable with all of her costumers

http://www.suds-n-sass.com

For 15% off on purchases on any order $10 usd or more with promo code: lydiache. she also has june buy more save more for volumes purchases check webpage for details

Suds-nsass: a day at the beach(Arabian waves)

omg im in love with this line
its being released 6/21/2010 use promo code lydiache for 15% off good thru 7/2010 a review will be up shortly.